she is not the prototype.
she is not the standard.
she never had
feelings
for me
i put part
of myself
in my image
of her
to create something
that wasn't
real
emotional cataracts
blurring up
my whole
fucking outlook
well i can
fuckin see clearly
now
and
t h a t
is not what
i see on
the road
ahead
she was what i
wanted
but is not
what i need
it would've been
fun
but it would've
never worked
don't get me
wrong
i'm still
attracted to
her but
hey
i'm attracted to
a lot of
things that are
bad for me
now
the point where
our paths have crossed
has now
passed
at last
i see ahead
and you are
not there